2.28.2007

figure out what i need to figure out




















kevin quaderer has done what many of us dream about doing. he has quit his job, sold his things, bought a van, converted the van into his home, and has become a bum. a climbing bum that is. oh, and he started a blog to document it. he contemplates:

But why go, now? That's a tricky question, and to be honest, I'm not exactly sure. There are a bunch of obvious reasons, like “it'll be fun!” and “chicks love guys who live in vans, right?” But as far as deeper reasons go, real reasons... I'm still having a hard time figuring that one out. I guess it's part of the mission here.

1. Figure out what I need to figure out.

2. Figure that thing out.

Easy, right?
yes, deep thoughts there kevin. good to hear you have actually pulled those thoughts out of your deeper heart and are attempting to address them.

ive been following his blog and his journey. and frankly, its exciting. exciting to see how he changes. exciting to read about his trip and see pictures of his bloody hands in his "one pair" of pants. he had a great post earlier this week about the business of life. about "firing on all cylinders" he writes:
Like any major change in lifestyle, it takes a while to adapt to life as a full-time climber. As my mind starts to unwind a little bit, it's surprising to see how twisted up it had become running the the rat race of the "real world."

Life can get pretty crazy. When I'm working full time, and trying to stay active as a climber or skier, I'm pretty much firing on all cylinders, all the time. As soon as I leave my desk, I'm usually off to the crag or the gym. Or I'm cutting hours of sleep to squeeze in a few laps in the backcountry before work. Weekends are even worse - How fast can we get to Zion? How many pitches can we do this weekend? Why can't these guys in front of us hurry up, don't they know we only have 19 hours before we have to be back at work?

And in the spare moments when I'm not working, or climbing, or driving to one or the other, those random moments of silence through the day, by comparison, seem empty. The silence seems louder than a car dealership commercial. So I fill it with TV, radio, iPod, computer, cell phone, anything. So long as it's not silence. If I'm not constantly stimulated and entertained, I'm bored.

Which bring me back to today. Today, I'm finally reaching a point where the silence is tolerable again. I took a hike in Arches. I made a few turkey sandwiches. I sat outside for a little while and watched Nick work on a home made bike trailer he's building. I can feel the shift starting to happen in my thinking.

It's a rest day, and I'm finally able to start enjoying a little silence.
exactly.

2.26.2007

dont blow it

i think this is great.

2.23.2007

friday means fun

well its friday. and you know what that means. fun ness. to begin with i want to remember Kirk Rundstrom, singer/songwriter from Split Lip Rayfield, a bluegrass band. Kirk had cancer but still played his heart out until his last day. He passed away yesterday. Check out a song of theirs here, and visit Split Lip Rayfields myspace page here. He lived for fun.

so here we have two roosters breaking up a rabbit fight.


then we have oscar, doing a little dance. "he's really good"


also make sure you check out the stops fighting the gos here


and finally another mario brothers cover, this time with beat boxes

2.22.2007

ash wednesday

























the other day i mentioned elvis perkins. well, thanks to the lovely people at daytrotter, theyve recorded and posted 4 lovely songs you can listen to and or download. check it out here.

2.19.2007

m. ward

i really cant figure it out. but no one seems to be catching on to M. Ward. this guy is incredible. one of the best musicians and songwriters around. check out this vid of him playing the guitar. mad skillz.

and the myspace page
and the home page

elvis perkins


















elvis perkins is releasing his album tomorrow ash wednesday. its beautiful stuff. a soothing beautiful voice full of emotion. simple folky guitar. then comes in the upright base and clean drums, kind of americana-ish. its actually a sound ive never really heard before. im listening to "while you were sleeping" now and i could potentially see it as a replacement for the end scene of the graduate instead of "mrs. robinson." or maybe it would be good while riding on a train through the mountains...

listen to the song "while you were sleeping" here, via my old kentucky blog
also, make sure you check out his myspace page and home page

he is coming to sokal underground on april 4th. i will probably try to go if anyone wants to join me.

2.14.2007

"no"

this pretty much sums it up for today:


















from slinkachu at little people

though my hard hatred for v-day was slightly subdued when i watched "the science of sleep" last night. oddly enough, Stéphane reminded me of myself all to well. it was like watching a documentary of my life. in fact, at one point i paused the film - so overwhelmed with empathy that i needed to mourn a little for this (pathetic) fictional self. it was all very strange.

2.13.2007

you dont need to turn on that red light

oh boy. The Police just announce a reunion tour!

the glimmer, the shine

But I think I know what you've been going through, man. Cause I've been through some pretty heavy shit myself. If you're feeling alone like nobody in the world cares...nobody in the f*&^ing world gives a shit...then I'm here man...

I'm ready to listen, man. And if you want, I'll even open first. I mean my brother, that's a shit situation you know he beats the crap out of me all the time.

-Bob

Are you feeling down? Need a little spice in your day? Do you wish you had sweet moves? Sweet skills? Do you have trouble sleeping at night? Do you struggle to stay awake at your mundane job? Well then this next video is for you:

Daft Punk played to some dudes dancing charelston style:

here is the original Daft Punk video to "around the world":

and if youre feel'n it, here some serious break dancing action. serious. action.


2.07.2007

logic loop

a while ago i posted some logic problems. well, if you were looking for the answers, link here. i will credit the source of both the riddles and the answers to a wonderful blog i read often, 3quarksdaily. lots of stuff there. if i didn't have a life i would read it all.

and if that doesnt waste time for you, check out one of my all time favorite places to visit:
dark roasted blend

while youre there, make sure you check out things like:
the most dangerous roads in the world (and part 2)
one day in the life of a russian motorist (and part 2)
china in mist
demotivational posters
vintage and modern concept buses

(good) thoughts on music

by steve jobs [link it here]

here a peaceful bit by Roland Dyens.

2.03.2007

IPCC Summary for Policymakers

Due to the extreme importance of this, I will use correct punctuation and capitalization for this post. On Thursday, February 1st, the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change [link: www.ipcc.ch] adopted the Summary for Policymakers of the first volume of "Climate Change 2007", also known as the Fourth Assessment Report (AR4).

Here is the Media Advisory from the IPCC's website:

IPCC adopts major assessment of climate change science

Paris, 2 February 2007 – Late last night, Working Group I of the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) adopted the Summary for Policymakers of the first volume of “Climate Change 2007”, also known as the Fourth Assessment Report (AR4).

“Climate Change 2007: The Physical Science Basis”, assesses the current scientific knowledge of the natural and human drivers of climate change, observed changes in climate, the ability of science to attribute changes to different causes, and projections for future climate change.

The report was produced by some 600 authors from 40 countries. Over 620 expert reviewers and a large number of government reviewers also participated. Representatives from 113 governments reviewed and revised the Summary line-by-line during the course of this week before adopting it and accepting the underlying report.

The Summary can be downloaded in English from www.ipcc.ch and http://ipcc-wg1.ucar.edu. A webcast of the final press conference has also been posted. The Summary will be available in Arabic, Chinese French, Russian and Spanish at a later date. The full underlying report will be published in English by Cambridge University Press.
[link: http://www.ipcc.ch/press/prwg2feb07.htm]
Did you just read that? I really hope you did. 600 authors. 620 expert reviewers. debated line-by-line. Is that enough credibility for you? You might be wondering what this phrase "Climate Change" is. Well its Global Warming. A lot of people are using the phrase Climate Change now instead of Global Warming because there are many more (bad) issues going on with this world's climate other than just the warming of the globe.

Now I doubt many of you will read the whole summary. So I will try to bullet some interesting points taken directly from the Summary. But first let me remind you that the IPCC put out the Third Assessment Report or TAR. The new AR4 is a newer version. Keep in mind that in the last five years, there has been MANY studies and reports done about climate change. Furthermore, there is MUCH BETTER climate modeling software that scientists have used in the past 5 years. (And you know exactly what I mean in terms of computer technology. Remember the first iPod? Think iPhone. )
  • Global atmospheric concentrations of carbon dioxide, methane and nitrous oxide have increased markedly as a result of human activities since 1750 and now far exceed pre-industrial values determined from ice cores spanning many thousands of years (see Figure SPM-1). The global increases in carbon dioxide concentration are due primarily to fossil fuel use and land-use change, while those of methane and nitrous oxide are primarily due to agriculture.
    • Figure SPM-1:
  • The understanding of anthropogenic warming and cooling influences on climate has improved since the Third Assessment Report (TAR), leading to very high confidence7 that the globally averaged net effect of human activities since 1750 has been one of warming, with a radiative forcing of +1.6 [+0.6 to +2.4] W m-2.
  • Warming of the climate system is unequivocal, as is now evident from observations of increases in global average air and ocean temperatures, widespread melting of snow and ice, and rising global mean sea level (see Figure SPM-3).
    • The average atmospheric water vapour content has increased since at least the 1980s over land and ocean as well as in the upper troposphere. The increase is broadly consistent with the extra water vapour that warmer air can hold. (aka more rain and hurricanes)
    • Observations since 1961 show that the average temperature of the global ocean has increased to depths of at least 3000 m and that the ocean has been absorbing more than 80% of the heat added to the climate system. Such warming causes seawater to expand, contributing to sea level rise.
  • At continental, regional, and ocean basin scales, numerous long-term changes in climate have been observed. These include changes in Arctic temperatures and ice, widespread changes in precipitation amounts, ocean salinity, wind patterns and aspects of extreme weather including droughts, heavy precipitation, heat waves and the intensity of tropical cyclones.
  • Paleoclimate information supports the interpretation that the warmth of the last half century is unusual in at least the previous 1300 years. The last time the polar regions were significantly warmer than present for an extended period (about 125,000 years ago), reductions in polar ice volume led to 4 to 6 metres of sea level rise. [ARE YOU READING THIS?]
  • Most of the observed increase in globally averaged temperatures since the mid-20th century is very likely due to the observed increase in anthropogenic greenhouse gas concentrations. This is an advance since the TAR’s conclusion that “most of the observed warming over the last 50 years is likely to have been due to the increase in greenhouse gas concentrations”. Discernible human influences now extend to other aspects of climate, including ocean warming, continental-average temperatures, temperature extremes and wind patterns.
  • Continued greenhouse gas emissions at or above current rates would cause further warming and induce many changes in the global climate system during the 21st century that would very likely be larger than those observed during the 20th century.
  • There is now higher confidence in projected patterns of warming and other regional-scale features, including changes in wind patterns, precipitation, and some aspects of extremes and of ice.
    • Projected warming in the 21st century shows scenario-independent geographical patterns similar to those observed over the past several decades. Warming is expected to be greatest over land and at most high northern latitudes, and least over the Southern Ocean and parts of the North Atlantic ocean.
    • Snow cover is projected to contract. Widespread increases in thaw depth are projected over most permafrost regions.
    • Sea ice is projected to shrink in both the Arctic and Antarctic under all SRES (modeling) scenarios. In some projections, Arctic late-summer sea ice disappears almost entirely by the latter part of the 21st century.
    • It is very likely that hot extremes, heat waves, and heavy precipitation events will continue to become more frequent.
    • Based on a range of models, it is likely that future tropical cyclones (typhoons and hurricanes) will become more intense, with larger peak wind speeds and more heavy precipitation associate with ongoing increases of tropical SSTs.
  • Anthropogenic warming and sea level rise would continue for centuries due to the timescales associated with climate processes and feedbacks, even if greenhouse gas concentrations were to be stabilized.
    • Climate-carbon cycle coupling is expected to add carbon dioxide to the atmosphere as the climate system warms, but the magnitude of this feedback is uncertain. This increases the uncertainty in the trajectory of carbon dioxide emissions required to achieve a particular stabilization level of atmospheric carbon dioxide concentration. Based on current understanding of climate carbon cycle feedback, model studies suggest that to stabilise at 450 ppm carbon dioxide, could require that cumulative emissions over the 21st century be reduced from an average of approximately 670 GtC to approximately 490 GtC.
Okay, that enough quotes from the Summary for Policymakers release. I hope you read it yourself, or you have at least read this far. I want to include one more figure showing the surface temperatures of the globe and individual continents over the last 100 years. The observed temperatures are plotted on the black line. You might notice, that the earths temperature went down a bit from about 1940-1970. Older folks may remember back in the 70's there was actually concern of a global cooling. What people don't realize is that aerosols exert a cooling influence. Aerosols are particulates, alternatively referred to as particulate matter (PM), or fine particles. Some aerosols occur naturally, originating from volcanoes, dust storms, forest and grassland fires, living vegetation, and sea spray. Then there are anthropogenic aerosols. These are made by human activity like sulphate aerosols from fossil fuel combustion and particulate pollution such as smog. See, aerosols or particulates block sunlight, and thus cools the earth. With the introduction of many industries at the beginning of the century, many anthropogenic aerosols were introduced into the atmosphere. The effect of these aerosols had a quick effect on the atmosphere and its believed this may have initially caused a slight cooling period in the middle of the century. But greenhouse gases and carbon dioxide emissions have completely overtaken the effect and are warming the globe.

plant a freaking tree and ride your bike.























link here for more information on IPCC AR4 and the Summary for Policymakers and to download it.
http://ipcc-wg1.ucar.edu./

2.02.2007

247 East 5th St

r. falcon

Robert Falcon Scott, as some may know as "scott of the antarctic" lived from 1868 to 1912 and was a royal naval officer and incredible antarctic explorer. he was the second to reach the south pole. but in doing so, comes a tale of sorrow, tragedy, endurance and heroism.

he and his four companions reached the south pole on January 12, 1912, after marching and skiing about 900 miles. the humbling thing of the exploration was to discover Norwegian Roald Amundsen made it there first about a month before. then tragically, on the return route, scott and his four companions died. only 11 miles from a supply depot. but apparently the south pole was experiencing some unusual cold weather at the time. and what might unusual cold weather at the south pole be? how does daily temps of negative 35 and the occasional negative 70 degrees sound?

this month, previously publicly unseen letters from scott were released by his descendants to be displayed by all at the Cambridge University's Scott Polar Institute. the following is the letter in full to his wife as he wrote knowing he would never see her again. millions of emotions flood my heart as i read.

To my widow,

Dearest Darling – we are in a very tight corner and I have doubts of pulling through – In our short lunch hours I take advantage of a very small measure of warmth to write letters preparatory to a possible end – the first is naturally to you on whom my thought mostly dwell waking or sleeping – if anything happens to me I shall like you to know how much you have meant to me and that pleasant recollections are with me as I depart.

I should like you to take what comfort you can from these facts also – I shall not have suffered any pain but leave the world fresh from harness and full of good health and vigour – this is dictated already, when provisions come to an end we simply stop where we are within easy distance of another depot.

Therefore you must not imagine a great tragedy — we are very anxious of course and have been for weeks but in splendid physical condition and our appetites compensate for all discomfort. The cold is biting and sometimes angering but here again the hot food which drives it forth is so wonderfully enjoyable that we would scarcely be without it.

We have gone down hill a good deal since I wrote the above. Poor Titus Oates has gone — he was in a bad state — the rest of us keep going and imagine we have a chance to get through but the cold weather doesn't let up at all – we are now only 20 miles from a depot but we have very little food or fuel.

Well dear heart I want you to take the whole thing very sensibly as I am sure you will — the boy will be your comfort. I had looked forward to helping you to bring him up but it is a satisfaction to feel that he is safe with you. I think both he and you ought to be specially looked after by the country for which after all we have given our lives with something of spirit which makes for example — I am writing letters on this point in the end of this book after this. Will you send them to their various destinations?

I must write a little letter for the boy if time can be found to be read when he grows up — dearest that you know I cherish no sentimental rubbish about re marriage — when the right man comes to help you in life you ought to be your happy self again.

I hope I shall be a good memory certainly the end is nothing for you to be ashamed of and I like to think that the boy will have a good start in parentage of which he may be proud. Dear it is not easy to write because of the cold — 70 degrees below zero and nothing but the shelter of our tent.

You know I have loved you, you know my thoughts must have constantly dwelt on you and oh dear me you must know that quite the worst aspect of this situation is the thought that I shall not see you again. The inevitable must be faced — you urged me to be leader of this party and I know you felt it would be dangerous — I've taken my place throughout, haven't I?

God bless you my own darling I shall try and write more later — I go on across the back pages. Since writing the above we have got to within 11 miles of our depot with one hot meal and two days' cold food and we should have got through but have been held for four days by a frightful storm — I think the best chance has gone. We have decided not to kill ourselves but to fight it to the last for that depot but in the fighting there is a painless end so don't worry.

I have written letters on odd pages of this book — will you manage to get them sent? You see I am anxious for you and the boy's future — make the boy interested in natural history if you can, it is better than games — they encourage it at some schools — I know you will keep him out in the open air — try and make him believe in a God, it is comforting.

Oh my dear my dear what dreams I have had of his future and yet oh my girl I know you will face it stoically — your portrait and the boy's will be found in my breast and the one in the little red Morocco case given by Lady Baxter. There is a piece of the Union flag I put up at the South Pole in my private kit bag together with Amundsen's black flag and other trifles — give a small piece of the Union flag to the King and a small piece to Queen Alexandra and keep the rest a poor trophy for you!

What lots and lots I could tell you of this journey. How much better it has been than lounging in comfort at home — what tales you would have for the boy but oh what a price to pay — to forfeit the sight of your dear dear face.

Dear you will be good to the old mother. I write her a little line in this book. Also keep in with Ettie and the others — oh but you'll put on a strong face for the world — only don't be too proud to accept help for the boy's sake — he ought to have a fine career and do something in the world.

I haven't time to write to Sir Clements — tell him I thought much of him and never regretted him putting me in command of the Discovery.

2.01.2007

built to spill

i really like the band built to spill. here is a video of some concert footage in boulder, CO of the song Car:

link here if it aint showing

and here is some footage earlier that day where Doug Martsch he came out and played a few songs for people that were unable to get tickets. what a cool guy.

link here if it doesent show.

and here is the song Carry the Zero, also performed before the show outside.

with the link again

and the lyrics for lyric-likers:

Car
You get the car
I'll get the night off
You'll get the chance to take the world apart and figure out how it works
Don't let me know what you find out
I need a car
You need a guide
Who needs a map
If I don't die or worse I'm gonna need a nap
At best I'll be asleep when you get back
I wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars, and moons are all about
I wanna see their faces turn to backs of heads and slowly get smaller
I wanna see it now

I want specifics on the general idea
I wanna think what I should know
Want you to do me what to show
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon
I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner
I wanna see it now
I wanna see it now


Carry the Zero
I'm not knocking your want
to carry that home

took it with you
when you moved and got it broke

found the pieces
we counted them all alone

didn't add up
forgot to carry a zero

I can't be your
apologist very long

I'm surprised that
you'd want to carry that on

count your blemishes
you can't
they're all gone

I can't see your response
putting them back on

like they're waiting for your guard to fall
so they can see it all and you're so
occupied with what other persons are
occupied with
and vice versa

and you've become
what you thought was dumb
a fraction of the sum

yeah, you've become
yeah, you have become

a fraction of the sum
the middle and the front

and now it's coming back
hasn't it come too far?

I was trying to help but I guess
I pushed too hard

now we can't even touch it
afraid it'll fall apart