lately everyone is critical

why is it that everyone around is critical of something? im to blame too. but ive been thinking about this. everyone seems critical of something. whine whine moan. on and on. it gets so tiring, so old. ive been trying to scale back my critique. in doing so i reach this point where i dont have much to say but compliments.

and the real trouble beings. some people find compliments to be critical.

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hows that for a preface to the fact that i said i would post every day in december and havnt? call me a hypocrite. i really hope no one is too let down. in return i have this wonderful opportunity: if you send me a cash for $1000, i know these guys in nigeria who have some sort of inheritance for you.

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im super bummed i cant go see heima tomorrow night. i have a meeting. i hate meetings.
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i had a dream last night that i turned my alarm on. turns out i didnt and i slept in.
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i think it would be fun to live on a sail boat. im just not sure how lonely it would be and if i could handle it.
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does anyone make little plugs to plug into the bottom of an ipod to keep all the sensitive connections clean?
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people like to eat snow cones in the summer and summer sausage in the winter. how weird. And in the winter, when i drive by the ymca at night downtown there are like a million people all running frantically on treadmills. its hard for me to understand this. why dont they just run outside? even on perfectly nice days people run on treadmills, in their basement, watching tv. which is cool i guess...but its just ironic that they are healthy motivated people that would not have to run on treadmills if they just motivated themselves to eat a little bit less. unless they want to "be able to run" or "call themselves a runner" in which case is even more funny cause they seem to be training themselves to run on treadmills BY running on treadmills and the treadmills dont get anyone anywhere in life.
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i guess im being critical again.
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*sigh*
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i hate the long nights of winter. they are like loneliness.