Bossman - big man big ego

Many big bossmen have big egos. Call it pride, ego, narcissism, vanity. selfishness, insecurity even. Call it many things but we all know them. They are the men that seems very concerned about his own dealings and his own agenda. They have little time and patience to see what other people are doing. They have little time and patience to listen and to observe. They rarely observe. They go about taking in little snippets of information from other people as they themselves happen to take a break from spewing forth their own agenda and crisis. The little snippets might be heard, but they miss a lot. They are in the dark. They are bad managers and bad bossmen. Yes, they are usually successful and can get very far. Even to the top. But they are still bad at bossthings and bad leaders. Other people surrounding them often do great things and have wonderful ideas and drive and spirit. It is mostly missed and overlooked by big ego bossmen. Too bad for them.

Dont be like this. Always listen and provide opportunities to let others vent to you and share their thoughts. Not only when it comes to work ideas, efficiency, projects, problems, etc, but also when it comes to their own personal lives. People want to be felt important and heard when at work. That gives them drive and spirit. Drive them, lift their spirits.

Bossman - hire & trust

If you hire someone to do a job for you, let them do it. Make sure you tell them what you know, what you would like, and what your concerns are, yes. Then trust that they listen and take all of them into consideration. Chances are they have other considerations that also play into the process. So sit back and let them do their job. If they need something from you, they will let you know. Let them do their job.

Waste

Often, while consumed with the daily bombardment of deadlines and tasks at work, I happen to glance out my window and see in the distance an overpass. This is a fairly busy overpass that has 4 lanes of traffic. Its suspended above the vast lands of businesses, junkyards, papermills and metal shops. And on the horizon, which made from the handrails of this overpass I always notice the cars.

Going and coming and coming and going. Over and over, this way and that, day in and day out. Always. It never ends.

And I think about how much waste there is. What are all these people doing? Where are they all going? Why do they all ride alone in their cars? What is so important to speed their frail small bodies along in a piece of metal, 100 ft in the sky. Day in and Day out.

Think about that, and maybe try walking or bicycling. You will be thankful you did.

Pretty Bird

Interestingly enough, a good friend recommended that I watch the movie "Pretty Bird." I think it had something to do with this blog: Rocketpack...As the movie is about the Bell Rocket Belt that was invented 40 years ago, and then re-made about 15 years ago. But then disappears.

And so the movie goes as its "inspired by true events"

I think I noticed somewhere that the movie received bad reviews by a lot of folk. I dont know about that. I tend to think one can learn a lot from movies. Theres only a few that Ive seen that I will write off, and usually its because there is absolutly no redeptive quality or they are just plain offensive. (I suppose one could argue that a comedy has little redemptive quality. And I would be prepared to argue against such.)

Pretty Bird...I have been thinking about it. I am intrigued by two of the main characters. One seems to be obsessed with inspirational talks, messages and speaking. He seems to have speech problems and constantly works to make himself sound perfect. He practices a lot. Tonation, delivery, word choice etc. I like him. He IS inspiring. I also like him because he is so insecure and tries so hard to adapt. He practices a lot and I like that effort he puts in. I like him because he reminds me of me and of many people out there.

The second character I really like is the engineer. Obviously I like him as well and he reminds me of me as well too. He is an older gentleman that has worked for 20 years as an inventor of sorts and people have stolen his ideas and he seemingly got the shaft. He works with passion too. He stays at work late, striving hard, obsessed with making his rocket belt perfect. You can tell its a personal experience for him. Then there comes a moment that someone might take it away and give him the shaft again and he looses it. You learn that he feels superior in a sense because he built the thing. And rightly so...to some degree. Sure, he has the gift of learning, studying, practicing, building and perfecting a rocket pack. He can boast a little. I feel for this man. He worked so hard and it was truly him that made the rocket belt a reality.

Guy 1 just marketed it. Guy 2 built it. But could they have done it without each other?
It makes me think about a lot of things. Maybe you too.

Music: Sufjan Stevens

I very much like the music of Sufjan Stevens and I have for a long time. I recommend him. Thanks to Jason (of whom I enjoy reading his large repertoire of writings and musings) I learned today that Sufjan rather suddenly and unexpectedly released a new album titled "All Delighted People EP." There are some brilliant things going on here. Lots of great transitions, key changes, and even time scale changes. Usually when people try doing all of it together it blows up on them. But it seems to me that Sufjan has pulled it off very well.

Something about Sujfan's music is extremely transcending. Find a quiet corner where you can daydream and listen to an album of his.

to do or die

Sometimes I think: if I were to die, what I would want others to know? Yes, its a sad thought, but it's a reality. Without discussing death at all, or anything of the sorts relating to death, I want to get right to the point and share things that are similar to the former thoughts; things that I wish to impart upon. Instead of waiting, writing down, or willing anything upon my departure, it seems most fitting to share them here. These things I speak of are things that moving me, are beautiful to me, brought great pleasure to me, brought great character to me, put me in a state that I cannot explain but only ask, that you dear reader, try them yourself.

Here are five:
1) Read as much JD Salinger as you can.* His writings leave me amazed and feeling eloquent. The feelings I get could be described as inspired or transcending. It's as if I see something very beautiful that words cannot describe. I cannot describe it. It's a similar feeling I get when I watch children play or do anything for that matter.
2) Watch small children do anything. Just observe them.**
3) Ride, or ride on a motorcycle.
4) Go backpacking for at least 5 nights
5) Write thank you notes to everyone for everything.

*Please pick something beyond Catcher and the Rye, its got to much hype attached to it.
**see #1.

*Sigh and its 28 degrees out

I must admit I am a bit out of practice with writing in blog format. I find myself detesting the word "blog," as I always have, thinking of really stupid things to write about, hating the other things I think about writing about, and then realizing that not very many people read this yet, so then not really caring, only to think about what happens when lots of people do read it and then they read back to this?!

My solution is that I will someday, probably shortly, delete this blog and start over. That is, after all, what blogging is all about, right? Its about telling people what you're going to do, making excuses, justifying why you "haven't blogged" and then stop blogging again. Then you start new blogs and get new pictures and new friends and new... (Oh, sorry, I just haven't blogged for a while and get side tracked.)

I was going to just conclude my blog post there, but:

I think Im sorry for being sorry, but I just told you about it so now Im not.

Really, all I want to share is this product (because everyone knows I only endorse the people that pay me the most.) Click here for Buchla and Associates. They seem to be making some really badass things.

Because everyone likes a good tool

Hello world.

I have always been a fan of social experiments. Ive always liked exploring the mental state and lifestyle impacts of various changes. I like to try new things. I like to participate in fads, then to retreat. I like to go against stigmas and then be stereotypical again. I like it all. In some broad generalization, I would say that I like to experience things, in extreme ways.

So for the last 600 days I have experienced NOT blogging. Not one bit. I stopped writing and I stopped reading anything related to blogs. I must say, it was nice.

I have learned and observed a few things about blogging since that time. I have since grown to generally hate blogs more, but also appreciate something about them more. (At some point I will divulge my thoughts on blogging, not now.) And in the end, I resort to coming back. I am back as someone who feels I can share something with the world. I am also back as a person who loves to write, and this is a wonderful outlet. Finally, I am back with Rocketpack, as a tool. I hope this place might be helpful to someone. I hope that someone (you) might learn something from here, or perhaps, if I am lucky, they could at least think about something they have never thought about, wished upon, laughed about, dreamed of, or cried about.

Because everyone likes a good tool.
And everyone likes a good read.

Welcome, welcome again. *whistles like a bird call
Jared

how much is a plover worth?

continuing on the thoughts about the cost of saving the environment, how much do you think a piping plover egg is worth? just an egg.

go ahead, write a bit, lets see some numbers.

only in nebraska...and california

so i was hanging out with Girl last week. we were down in cortland, home of the hopluia. we had parked and were talking in the car. For a preface, let me mention that Girl is part Asian. me...im 100% wild indian. so imagine wild indian and asia talking in the car parked in downtown cortland.

up comes a woman.

a modestly clad white woman probably in her 60's. one could easily assume she would be kind, moral & respectful. not true. she comes up to my window and taps on it. i look at her a moment and think 'ok, THIS is rude.' typically the only time people tap on my window is when i get pulled over for speeding...so i thought maybe she was a cop...i roll down the window. she starts explaining that she has a petition and goes on and on and im zoned out because im still thinking about what Girl and i were talking about. (we were in a heated debate whether or not a hawaiian lay is considered patriotic.) at the end she looks at us and says 'basically its to reverse affirmative action.'

?!?!

we both kind of looked at her in shock. eventually Girl said 'no thanks' and i followed with a 'im not interested.' i wanted to shout 'wild indian and asia in the house...do you even know what youre asking us!?' but white woman quickly turned her head and marched away. which was kind of rude in and of itself.

i didnt even think stuff like this happens in nebraska...reversing affirmative action? really? i remember when i lived in california, they did this. there were too many white boy minorities not getting into college and someone thought they should reverse it. whatever.

but in nebraska?

i read about it today here. and after reading the article and our experience...im just left with kind of a sick feeling in my stomach. tomorrow is july 4th. its about celebrating our independence from tyranny...a free county where everyone can have opportunity. this country is a melting pot of minorities from all over the world. we are all minorities, but somewhere along the way it seems like some people want to separate themselves (from themselves)

but at least we get to shoot fireworks right?

the warm globe revisit

so Mike and i were talking about global warming. we came to a few general core agreements about it. and maybe one would not be able to call them agreements, but mere observations. here is how mike summed it up:

"...we first need to realize that such actions will have consequences. And, if these consequences outweigh the initial threat proposed by global warming, then the best course of action would be to just get out of the way and to try not make things worse by starving people and shipwrecking economies in the name of environmentalism."

nice.

it is a very interesting exercise to place a monetary value on things. and when i say things, i generally mean the well-being of people, life, death, poverty, quality of life, etc. if one wants to tackle the global warming argument with logic and practicalness, they need to be able to place a value to these things. or at least have some argument to justify why its important to say...save the world.

but thats hard to think about...what about on a small scale...what about saving one endangered bug? lets start with that...how much is this bug worth? is the well-being of the bug...the life of the bug..is that worth $1 dollar? yeah, i would say so. ok, agreed. but is it worth $100,000,000,000,000 dollars? one bug? i would say no. and why is that? well, i think for that much money, it would be better off to save some actual people. it would be better to save the people of a indigenous tribe in the jungles of congo. human life is more valuable than that of a bug...yeah?

well, we could get into the whole Noah's arc tale and how God put animals on the boat cause God loves his animals...sure. BUT for the sake of this conversation, lets just say a bug is not worth trillions, but is worth one dollar.

so now we need a sharp double edge sword to be able to divide bone and marrow...to draw the line. and that is pretty hard. its like the philosophical debate of a pile of rocks. if you have a billion rocks, its a pile of rocks, yeah? and what if you take one away, is it still a pile? Yeah, i would say so.

But what happens when you have just 3 rocks left...and you take one more away...is it still a pile? and one more? well then its just one and its not a pile anymore, is it?

oh boy, this could get tough.

But going back to bugs...there is a beetle here in eastern Nebraska. endangered beetle...the tiger beetle. and it is only found here.

how much is that worth?

http://lincolnjournalstar.com/news/local/doc486a8b2b41e5b255304622.txt

uuh. where did you leave that 9mm?

anyone missing a a fully loaded 9 mm Hi-Point C-9 semiautomatic pistol?

well a 5 year old kid found it today in the alley where you left it you dumba$$

http://lincolnjournalstar.com/news/local/doc4856b094f30ad159344233.txt

what would you take with you?

for some reason i find this picture extremely moving. just a dude and his cats. when it boils down to it, nothing really matters except a couple of your good house friends that meander around. or your fiancee's house friends ;)



















Brandon Smith, 23, carries Bender, right and Fry, his fiancee's cats, to safety Thursday morning in southwest Cedar Rapids. (from desmoinesregister.com)

above average aisle

i read today that the average man walks down the aisle when he is 27.1 years old. 25 years ago that number was 23.2. (for women, its 25.8 and 20.8, respectively.)

i always wanted to be above average.

weezer - red album

if youre an old school weezer fan from the days of pinkerton and the blue album, you might appreciate the song 'the greatest man that ever lived' off their new self titled album, weezer (the red album).



most of the songs off this red album are pretty cheesey, like the last albums of the last 5 years. i havent really ever figured it out. but thats not my business. hopefully they will stick together and start doing some better stuff. and this song is slightly promising.

this site will give you a reality check

http://www.globalrichlist.com/

gas the motorbike

ive had my motorbike for almost a year now. tonight i was crunching some numbers. last year i put over 1400 miles on it. it gets 65 mpg, my truck 17mpg. at $4.00/gal gas, thats $250 in savings. not bad considering 1) i will probably ride a lot more this year 2) registration is $53 3) insurance $98 and 4) im on my way to answering question #486.

question # 486

the question i often ask myself on boring days at work is question #486. And question #486 is: should i be a professional pilot or a professional motorcycle racer?

question #487 is what am i going to have for dinner.

Ratatat album release

Ratatat is one of those bands that will always put you in a good mood. Ratatat is one of those bands that when theyre playing the background, every one asks 'who is this.' they are.

And they are coming out with a new album on July 8th called "LP3". check out this vid of one of the new songs:

datarock - bulldozer

bulldozer by datarock has been stuck in my head for weeks now...